Warning: In this diary entry that I found, I used some words that others might find offensive. I apologize, but I’m not editing them out (just as I don’t edit the grammatical and spelling mistakes) because I set out to be as honest with you in sharing these diary entries as I was honest to […]
Dear Diary, It’s a Blessing
-Transcript- Aug 9, 1999 Monday 10:04 PM I was offered three things this summer. A job, and two different summer school. 1 was for Lang & Math & the other was for Geometry. I took the Geometry. I remembered that bible passage that says God will open the floodgates of heaven & pour out so […]
Dear Diary, I Testify
Read here why I’m sharing with you some old poems I found inside my dairy and journal entries, and why I’m sharing them with you unedited! I like this one below because of the little sketches. I tend to doodle 🙂 09/10/02 I will stand, I will not falter. Though at first unsure, I will […]
Dear Diary, I Can’t Take It
December 29, 2002 Living a life, Beaten, abused. My little heart, Stepped on and used Though not as great, The things I face, The hurts are deep, In every case. I can’t take it, I want to die. On His shoulder My head, I lie. I cry and sigh. But in His love I live […]
Dear Diary, I Got Water Baptized
-Transcript- May 31, 1999 Monday 12:44 AM Still awake. Britney Spear’s song is playing on the background (radio). (Sometimes I run, sometimes I hide, sometimes I’m scared of you, But all I really want is to hold you tight, treat you right, Be w/ you day & night) Now it’s the song that goes (My […]
Dear Diary, I’ll Date Who I Want When I Want
This was very hard to write (which is why it’s late). There’s a lot more to this part of my story than can be contained in one single post. And even though I’ve talked about it before, in a series of all things, I still feel like I have to do a lot of explaining. I’m still […]
Dear Diary, What Is Beauty?
-Transcript- July 26, 2010 2:45 AM What is beauty? How do I find my beauty outside the confines of my bedroom mirror? I drown myself in Brisk, and escape in movies. Real joy is gone. He’s silence to my deaf ears. Scales on my eyes deceive me. I placed them there. During the time when […]